ONE Time Only
ONE question.
ONE chance.
ONE honest answer.

That's all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question. AND ONE QUESTION ONLY!
Write it here.
Any question & I WILL ANSWER THEM TRUTHFULLY but i can't promise explanations or answers to follow-up questions.

No catch.
But I dare you to re-post this and see what people ask you.

(Also, I've made this entry public for the next 3 days so you can ask anonymously. Just remember to track the comments [click the push pin after you post] so you get the answer.)

I really miss you all.
Leave me a comment (all comments screened) and tell me something buzzy. I wanna know what's happening in all  your guys lives. Yay. Yes . I am asking for exclusive attention. Heheheheheehehehehehehe.

I am drinking and watching movies so I shall depart sweet elle-jay and move back onto the couch.

lovelovelove.



p.s. does anyone remember a dude Ben Howard I think his name was? He had an lj account a few years back? Has anyone heard from him?

FRIENDS CUT:

It's really hard for me to be updating all the time at the moment so it's time I did a friends cut. Some of you know that regardless of how long it is between times I get on here that I LOVE you dearly. for those of you who don't, please don't be ashamed not to comment. Ths friends cut is about protecting your journal and thoughts as much as I am doing it for mine.
If you want to stay please comment!!! All comments are screened.
Cut will take place in two days.

Lots of love for a long long long time
Stephie
xx

going to the beach.. will talk soon. Be safe I LOVE YOU.

industryhippie this is a triple chocolate trumpet. mmm

Tonight my Dad wrote me out a budget based on my income from the job I got at the Student Halls for this year. Not much money that's for sure! I have $130 a week after rent which is $197 a week - HUGE. That $130 goes onto groceries, sanity money, ciggies and alcohol. Needless to say $30 is my ciggie limit, $40 for sanity, $60 either on groceries of groceries and alcohol. Dw $60 only has to feed me for Friday night, Saturday and Sunday haha. Trying to set aside some money for savings and everything else is being saved for times of need eg medical, clothes, hair, pressies, topping up my phone. Ah.

When I applied for my job at SV (Student Halls called Wintec Student Vilalge - SV for short) it was for $20 an hour. Now it's $16.50. Pissed off muchly? um. Yeah. Duh.
So with the fact they've also sliced our hours (8 each per week) that's $130 before tax. Shit. Then $150 that adds to my loan, and $120 from my parents ($60 each) I've got a tight budget. Not poor, just not loaded haha.

I failed my full license today because I didn't stop satisfactorilyfor my assessor's liking. Gutted. I criiiiieeeeeddd for so long. It was a poo poo buzz. Oh and I have a sunburned nose. Dumb haha.

8 Things That Made Me Happy Today

This is a hard one today -  it was a stinker.

1. Not over-sleeping this morning
2. Getting a hug from my Dad in public (he NEVER does this)
3. Coffee with my aunty this morning
4. AWESOME street performers
5. Meeting the new guy on my block at work this afternoon - turns out I know him! yayyy!
6. Finally getting my contract (even though it was poos, I was glad to get it)
7. A triple chocolate trumpet tonight after tea
8.Dad taking the time to make a budget for me :)

oh and the coolest

SUMMERDAYZE(a rave) on Saturday and its nearly here and I get to have two roadtrips! yay one to thames from Hamilton and then to Auckland from Thames. COOOOLLLLL!!!

Ahhh it might've felt like a pisser of a day, but really, things are lookin up!

p.s. Katie, I've been listening to the classical twighlight soundtrack LOVE IT and the Eels. Love It.

8 Things that made me HAPPYYY today!

1. Sleeping in!
2. Good coffee for breakfast
3. My brother lending me his MP3 player for work
4. Feeling gangstuur while working to 2Pac Life Goes On
5. Afternoon tea at my Nana and Pops
6. Racing toy cars with my aunty over calendar ramps
7. Reading my book
8. L&P and Sprite after tea.


Yeah... It's beena  goodun

8 things that made me happy today

1. Waking up to my dad telling me he's sorting me a car (eeeeeeeeeekkkk :D)
2. Coffee with my aunty this morning
3. Chocolate Caramel Slice that was .a.m.a.z.i.n.g.
4. Driving an automatic today and looking for the clutch (pretty good since the first time i EVER drove a manual was the 15th of December!)
5. Having McDonalds coke. (BK coke would've been better, but after years in a fast food outlet, you get a wee bit addicted to the carbonated, syrup version of coke)
6. It hasn't been so hot today
7. Fresh fish and chips for dinner! 
8. Maybe speedway tonight? (i don't really like speedway but it will be good to go out with the fam.)

Edit: Cancel number one. should know not to get so excited about promises from him.
Cancel number seven. It's repeating on me and wasn't yum.
Change eight. Movies with my aunty, uncle and brother was preeetttyyyy good! cracked me up haha.

8 things that made me happy today...

1. Red Powerade this morning
2. Being out in the country in the quiet of a vineyard
3. Crankin the stereo up loud all the way home
4. Getting my washing hung out for me!
5. Having new makeup that's hiding my bad skin
6. Hearing from Nashi
7. I'm seeing Shannon sometime
8. Talking about New Years Resolutions and how we're gonna help eachother through them

5 Hours until 2009.
Can't wait.

Here's to 09 my beautiful elle jayers!!!!
It's gonna be amazing
xx

I've beent trying to update regularly. I think I'm getting better!

I am now the only female in the Halls. I'm notpaying any rent though so that's all good, AAANd it's payday on wednesday. chahoo!
The boys can cook! It's been amazing - who ever would have thought eh? although there were a few burnt fish fingers tonight, and Bryn put baked beans instead of kidney or chili beans in the nachoes. but a good effort all round haha.

Happy birthday darling Fabi.
I love you sososososososososososososo much *mwah*

omg. I saw my first operation today. would have been nice if it was a straighforward healthy op but it wasn't. masses of dead tissue and infection.
I can't believe that i actually saw that!
wow.
it's amazing what surgeons can do. a bit scary in some ways, but nevertheless amazing.
nurses amaze me with how they can holistically care. and anesthetists seem to be massive time wasters. (ie. reading newspapers, magazines, talking HEAPS of shit...) that's scary man... they have a hard out important job!
i can't even describe to you what i saw and how this makes me feel.

I am so honoured to be allowed to see these things and embark on these people's journeys with them :)

argh i hate it when people bitch about people bitching behind eachother's backs.. then they do it?? wtf?? 
that's random! 
tech is ridiculous...
when summer comes, i will be around far more

i dont even know if it's possilbe that i am this psycho at the moment. i have had so little sleep lately that i'm turning into a little spazzo. can't handle. im being the mum at the moment. im so tired.
had consential sex for the first time in 5 weeks on satuday/sunday. yay. hottie. my first white boy. 
so tired i can't read the screen. im too tired. getting shitty. ugh

 i have a science exam tomorrow. 
i cannot in any way force myself to remember the phases of mitosis. that shit just wont stick in my head. shiiit.
im gonna fail.
anyone got any ideas to heeeellllppppp me?

i wishi felt as good as i can pretend i do